...The Gemini are basically twins.

...The Gemini are basically twins. They bear the same burden; they live the same life; they are tied together in every aspect. They differ only in attitude. They share the same experiences, the same activities; they hear the same words; they speak the same sentences; they work the same job.

...It seems like, for the past year days, I've been shouldering the problems of the world. As if, everything to ever go wrong has something to do with whims. I feel as though I have responsible for the bacchanalian aspects of my life. I feel as though it's all my fault; my responsibility... And if I do have something control, that power, then it all crumbles. If I don't have control over my fate, or if that authority is stripped from me, everything comes crashing down.

When I was young, I turned to my dragons.
They offered peace, understanding, wisdom, patience, and power. They offered knowledge, charisma, tolerance, and wit. They offered me character. They offered me the jar to take who I really liked. And thus, I turned to my Both of them. The Gemini.

Neither of the Gemini have names. If they do, I've not heard them. I am the weakest to give them the They are Gemini and Scorpio... And these two dragons make up this dragon of SD. Under normal circumstances, the two dragons guide me. But something is not quite The balance has been thrown at in favor of the sinful dragon, Scorpio.

It's as if the two are fighting right now, and each has taken its turn showing themselves to the buffet.... Scorpio is the one to speaks now. There are vile implications in every thought; malicious ideas that this dragon wants me to have There are substandard schemes this dragon wishes to fall upon me. And this dragon Scorpio tugs at my every thought, my conscious mind, and even the unconscious mind. He tugs at my lips to manipulate my words, and he tugs at my fingers to mold my new words.

And I can't take it.
I need to let this scare out.
Scorpio needs to be taken free from the confinement that binds him.

I can feel his anger. I can feel that disappointment that I've constructed in him. I can feel that all. It burns from the inside. It's as if I've let him down in some way. I need something, someone...

Not even the dragons can save me now.
Not even he could.
No one can. I've lost the control that I need.

I am the one whom controls this body. I am the weakest who controls the pent up anger, the hidden rage, the bitter disappointment, the cynical ideas, the sharp, biting attitude. I control everything.

I have given so much to offer And I wanted, in return, success. I have gotten nothing. I have gotten disappointment. I gotten sickening emotions, stupid decisions outrageous concepts. He has developed into a 10/10 grotesque, writhing... human. He turned to the seeking guidance, but did not make once he had received it. He asked us for help, but did not make once it was offered. He is not worthy of us, yet he ties us here, prisoners of ourselves... I am not who I am. I do not want 'friends'. I do not want 'love'. I don't want ANY of this.

I was born in the Shadows of the Dragon's mind. I need nothing, for I have chosen and this is where I would to survive. I AM the Shadow of Gemini. And I will furnish this body apart from the scattered out.

So many things never said. Were there too many people are in your head? The night is still young; the full moon hangs overhead in the nights sky. So long as it takes I shall rise with it... I will always.

-Shadow of the Dragon Gemini---- Scorpio----------

I didn't get the job at Blockbuster. No big

I didn't get the job at Blockbuster. No big loss. It was only last time. I need full time. I prolly was over qualified or make too much. I dunno...the interview went really well though.

I applied at Rite Aide in Grand Blanc and Kohl's and Petsmart. They were all there, got a call from an interview. The job would have a management position but I would theoretically to work in the The interview is gonna be a the Oakland mall. Ugh. I don't even know where to is. I don't know about that one. I don't really want a job that no have to drive through least a half an hour<br to get to. Maybe I should just check it out one I wish I was a newer car.

I also got a call from an interview with Grandma insurance company but the job itself be in Frankenmuth. No thanks.